Sara

who is that you say? Well this is the girl i fooled around with way back when, and basically my first real lesbian experience, I've known her for a while, but lately we're been talking a lot, she's in Portugal now for college so we talk online all the time, and even send pictures back and forth. even though I've seen it all before each glance is like the first time. In the beginning before all this and before we "got to know" each other better, she said she wasn't looking for a relationship, and at the time i was still dating Dan, but now I'm hoping things will change. we fooled around more then once, and have even gotten interrupted a few times, and every time i talk to her i feel more and more relaxed, like i can say anything and not worry. I want her to fly down here or for me to fly up, so that something can happen like in the movies XD lol, but i know it wont happen, so I'm gonna have to just settle with talking for now....and sometimes it gets dirty

The one & only
DarkEmo

P.S. i got a new swim suite and it looks good, hopefully if i keep losing weight like i have been then it will look HOT and i can get a sexy "sara" down here in florida, lol =]

Vampire Kiss

so i think my vampire lover stayed in the sun too long. I haven't heard anything from her in a while and i guess its good that i wasn't attached to her. Schools same as ever and ever since i turned 18 I've been flirting with just about everything on two legs (of the human anatomy of course) even though Jaime's dog keeps trying to take advantage of me XD lol that dog is always on someone, and the last time i was over there i was her victim ;_; ..... anyway, Dan's been pissing the hell out of me and i just wish that he would forget my number -_-'.

I realize that with my life now, i try not to get too excited for things and blow them off as nothing until its too late, and I've been doing that with my blog lately, like by the time I've actually written something in here its been long gone and i cant ever remember all of it....i need to work on that, anyway, I've got some good info, but I'll save that for my next blog ^_^

p.s. why is it when i google "vampire lovers" i get a bunch of lesbians o_O

The one & only
DarkEmo

Vampire Sex?

so the movies was great, Dan didn't come, but he called and said he'll come next weekend, but i don't really get excited when he say's things, because he doesn't always stay true to his word. he called again today, but i didn't feel like talking to him so i didn't answer, he's really behind me now. I thought i should share this little story with you, because to me its pretty funny. so lately i've been signing up for these gay dating sights, because if you forgot, i'm bi, and i've made loads of friends there which is great, but then on tokyopop the last place i would expect to meet someone, was where i did, but wait there's more! its a girl, who swears she's a vampire XD......we were talking for about a month and then she asked if i wanted to start dating her, so i said sure why not. because in my head i was thinking its not like we'll ever see each other, because she lives all the way in Oklahoma (btw she's 16 XD lol) so then as we get to talking i find out she's bi-polar. so this proves that all the strange things seem to love to find its way to me. your looking at the only person, in America, dating a Bi-polar vampire lesbian XD now's your time to laugh.

The one & only
DarkEmo