A surprise i could of waited for

Third blog of the day, and this is a good one, Easter Sunday is full of surprises. My best friends phone got cut off, so lately he's been calling me on random numbers, mostly his cousins, so I've come to recognize around the first four digest when i see it. after a day of anime and talking to Sara i was feeling pretty good about life and how smooth everything was going. the fact that I'm graduating soon, that I'm heading over seas during the summer, that i finally finished a very kick ass essay for my English class and that I've taken the initiative to start working out... so what I'm trying to get too is that, i just got a phone call, and the first few numbers looked familiar so i answered thinking it was Dez calling from his cousins phone. what surprised me the most was the fact that the voice that greeted my hello, was that of a very Hispanic man.... -_-' it was Daniel. He asked me why i haven't called in so long and if i lied about loving him and that he loves me and he wants to see me blah blah blah! I was so annoyed to begin with that he was the one on the phone that i wasn't being gentle at all "its because we're over, done" "i don't want to do this anymore" "how do you expect me to see you now after we haven't spoken in so long!" i said things like that, he's totally crazy, he even said he was going to kill himself! T_T I'm so tired of this guy, this is the guy who took my first everything. it was never suppose to turn out like this... i thought it would of been over from the first time.
He said he's going jogging tomorrow at the park and asked for me to meet him, i said no. Now I'm thinking that maybe i should go to straighten things out and let him know face to face that i don't want to see him anymore, but only if I'm with at least one friend...preferably three...any volunteers.

The one & only
DarkEmo

Easter Sunday

I'm home and its Easter, so every where is closed, today is my mom's last day before she's goes out of town for work and we're doing nothing, so I'm talking with Sara. i told her about the web cam and we have a 'date' for later, its kinda weird because i don't really know what to expect, lol, but we've been talking for hours about nothing really and i like that. she knows just what to say to make me feel better (i kinda got into an argument with my dad in the middle of talking to Sara) and i feel like a different person when I talk with her....still somewhat me, but with nothing to fear. i guess that's what happens when u talk to someone online =D but i still cant help but wonder what would happen if she was in driving distance away =3 .....that's something to think about

The one & only
DarkEmo

P.S. even though we have so much going on, I'm trying not to get caught up in much, I've never really had a good history when it comes to relationships....sexual or not.

Sore and not in a good way

OK so its the day after my intense workout with my dad, and let me just say i almost died -_- he's been working out everyday for 20 years, so he's defiantly got the upper hand, but i cant get it into his head that this is my first day warming back into it...i felt like i was on the biggest loser and he was the chick, she's one of the meanest trainers, she doesn't even care if u throw up XD lol i have to get new shoes too because the ones i was working out in gave me some pretty bad sores ;-; and this morning i could barely put on my pants because my muscles are killing me....it even hurts to type XD he wanted me to come back and work out today, but i told him i needed a break -_- and I'm going tomorrow though...wish me luck

The one & only
DarkEmo

P.S. i finally got a new webcam =]

Been a Long Time

Its been a real long time since I've made a blog. guess its because my life isn't as drama filled as it was before, and nothing really romantic going on....or crazy. Since my last post Dan tried to contact me again, but i told him i couldn't meet him and i think he finally got the point. I haven't spoken/texted him since. schools been really relaxed and i only have 1 month left until i graduate. my college plans are some what done. meaning I've already been accepted to a school and set up that I'm going, i just haven't picked out any of my classes yet. and the only person I'm flirting it up with is Sara, but its kinda frustrating that she's in Portugal now -_-' before we've just been writing each other but now she wants to start using a web cam XD lol but i don't know, maybe after i get to my goal weight =] I've been dieting and exercising and i just signed up for a new gym last week. i lost a lot so far, but my goal is to get a beach bod, one i can wear a 2 piece and not have to worry about how i look. so if i keep losing as fast as i have been already I'll be beach bod/web cam ready in no time =D haha!

The one & only

DarkEmo

P.S. I'm going to Jamaica over summer vacation, maybe i can convince Sara to fly over too =]