Cold Hard Bitch

So i broke it off with Dan. I haven't heard for him in a while and then when i finally contacted him, the only thing he could talk about was sex, and i was like, wow, is this what i really want, and then a few days after that i talked to him again and we made plans for me to go over his house...today actually, but last night i was like "what the hell am i doing?" and i got the strongest vibe that this wasn't right, that something was really messed up with this whole thing, and i made the plan to break up with him. the hard part now is figuring out what to say. after thinking about it all day i finally decided to call him but i got the voice mail and left him a message that we needed to talk, later that night he called back and i told him that i wanted to end this and move on and that i wasn't coming. its was really hard but i did, then he kept asking if i would come tomorrow, or Friday, or Saturday , and after saying no to each one he asked "never?" and i said, yea, never, then he pulled the i love you card and i knew he was just saying that so that i would go over to his place, and kept asking me why i wanted to end it. it was kinda depressing, since i even got to a point where i just said that i was moving to Miami, and then he said that he can get a job in Miami and visit me ;_; he was making it so hard, but i knew it was the right thing to do, he even said that he was going to call me every day until i changed my mind, and said he wanted to see me......he pulled out all the cards and i had to be harsh for him to get it through that i was ending everything. he even called back later and continued the conversation. finally he put me on hold because he was getting a call, from none other then his mom -_-' and i just hung up after a few minutes. he just called me again, but i didn't answer, I'm trying to end this because i just have this deep gut feeling that somethings wrong and that i had to do it. If i had continued the relationship it would of hurt us both even more....i know that I'll miss him....but.... i know its the right thing to do ;_; ............growing up is hard................breaking up is even harder

The one & only
DarkEmo